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PHASE-18:All I want is...

2005-10-12T02:24:00.000-07:00

I feel so guitly on what I have done last time. I don't want to happen this but I have no choice because I don't want to suffer in the end. All I want is to say and express how much I really love you. All I can do is to sacrifice everything just to make things better. From the first time, I promise to her that our friendship will last until the end, that it will not affect from what I'm going to do. I tried to keep my word to her but in this case she is the one who is shy whenever I go close to her and talk for a while. I don't know what to do but I promised to myself that I'll do everything to make her happy and keep all my promises to her despite from what is happening today. I hope she'll understand.

PHASE-17:A..R..I..A..N..E..

2005-09-23T22:51:00.000-07:00

MESSAGE FOR HER..

I want to be the man
to cherish your life
I want to be your moon
to shine your darkest hour

If you fail on something,
or fall into problems..
I'll be the one to catch you
so that it won't be hard for you

If you want to cry or
you feel really sad and lonely
just call my name and I will come,
hold your hand and say "I'm here"

I do really care for you
I do really want you
This all what I can say
Because all I know is

That I really love you.. ^_^

PHASE-16:Well I do really care!

2005-08-25T20:13:00.000-07:00

This recent days, I really worry about HER so much. Even her performance in school, I watch over her and sometimes I'm helping her in the best that I could do. I guess it's because that I really care for her and sometimes I think that I want to carry all of her problems so she won't be sad or something. Hey! looks like I really love her after all..yeah..it's life though..so this is the end of this wacky post..until then..see yah!

PHASE-15: Now, I can let her go! and there's a new one!

2005-08-15T05:29:00.000-07:00

Well, looks like that I have to let go a person I loved. Some say that she actually love someone already. As for myself, well my efforts to her didn't work out. I guess she is not the actually "the one" but I can still find someone (actually I found someone already but I'm still working on it, hope that I can manage). Why did I like her? (the new one) Well she kind, pretty, and actually more gentle than the first one, in fact the first one always hit me with a punch! But the most thing that I liked to her is that....well I can't expalin the feeling because everytime we talk together it seems that were always alone, or sometimes whenever I see her, I feel happy. I guess it is a sign of love, maybe? But for now, I want to prove myself what I really feel. This is all for now, see yah next time!!!!

PHASE-14:I think I'm gonna fail!

2005-08-13T03:47:00.000-07:00

Exams are all over now but I'm thinking if I'm gonna pass my Physics class..Oh no! I think I'll fail to that subject..well I guess if I fail I can catch up but Physics is too hard for me..I rather take trigonometry rather than that subject. I guess the only thing I can do now is to try hard next tym..ok well its all for today..goodbye!

PHASE-13: study..study..study

2005-07-08T03:24:00.000-07:00

well I'm back again..I'm having a review for one month on my upcoming entrance exam for college. Well it's so hectic because I have to attend saturday classes in my school. But it's ok because it's an oppurtunity for me to review to have good advantage in my test. I hope things may go out right. So for now..its good bye..adios amigos!

PHASE-12: projects, projects and projects!

2005-06-18T15:15:00.000-07:00

Hey I am back again..I was so busy this week because of so many assignments, research and projects. For now, I'm now sketching a drawing for the gif making in our computer class. Well I guess it might be tough but I can manage though. I hope I can finish in time because my deadline is in tuesday. Well better to get started, adios amigos!!

Phase-11: Happy Birthday! ^_^

2005-06-12T02:15:00.000-07:00

Yeah..you're all right, it's my birthday today. Well I guess things are in the same way as usual. But I'm 16 already, so I'm old enough for stuff which I wanted to do, for now. Well I think I will start the year right by making some good stuff and perform better in school. Well I guess it's time for me to go..gotta celebrate..adios amigos!

PHASE-10: School again..

2005-06-11T01:04:00.000-07:00

Hey, It's quite a while in doing some blog work again. We had our first day in school last Wednesday. Well I guess it's all the same for this year. Anyway my friends are my classmates again so I have no hard time in adjusting myself. Well I guess it's back to the old days in making assignments, projects and etc. I hope this year will be a good one. It's time to say goodbye, adios amigos!!!

PHASE-09: Values in life

2005-05-25T20:39:00.000-07:00

WAHAHAHAHA! Samurai 7 is over! Well I cannot make things upside down right now but I'm gladly that I have finish the series. Its quite disappointed that some of the characters died because of their sacrifice in saving a such little village. Somehow I learn many things about life in that series. Like the line of Kanbei Shimada, the main character says to his apprentice Katsushiro that "Don't think highly of death, If you die how can you protect the ones you wanted to protect?" Well I guess his right about what he always say. I like also the thing that Katsushiro said that "the way of a samurai is to serve and protect the one he truly loves." Any way he is a type that he will do anything just to save th people around him so I cannot blame him if he said that. Yeah, its quite nice to learn something valuable in an unexpected matter just like what happen to me when I watch this cool show. Hey! maybe sometime I could watch again this series so better to wait..anyway I'm getting excited to watch again this because it is one of my favorites. I guess it goodbye for now..see you later!!

PHASE-08: Summer fever

2005-05-15T17:36:00.000-07:00

Yeah it's summer alright, this passed few days I had a fever, not actually a fever but it is flu. I had a hard time in making things more comfortable for me because it quite hard to take care of myself. I cannot sleep because of my headache and I had to take so many medicines just to feel better. Well its quite tough to do that but I manage to keep myself well again. Hey! this is an achieve for me. Well anyway its time for me to go. Adios amigos!!^_^

PHASE-07: Becoming a champion

2005-05-09T03:37:00.000-07:00

Its nice to watch Hajime no ippo in this kind of time because I had so much to time to watch it. I truly admire the fighting spirit of the main character Ippo Makonochi. Well aside of having this favoritism in boxing, he thinks that his love ones also the reason why he wants to be a champion. He feels like that those people are attached to his fist and this gives him the power to fight.

Well this is all I know about him..if you want some mp3s of Hajime no ippo or other anime titles just e-mail me at bulletgatcher@yahoo.com

PHASE-06: Sacrifice

2005-05-05T01:26:00.000-07:00

Last night I was watching Samurai 7 at animax, well I was facinated about the sermon of one of the samurai Kikuchiyo. He was dealing with a farmer who sold the all the samurai to the Nobuseri which is the antagonist of the story. He said that some things need to sacrifice in order for the sake of all. He also said that selfishness may lead also to self destruction, that we must fight as one inorder to protect the ones we love. Well I guess this is a good one. If you want toknow about this show just visit www.animax-asia.com or www.samurai-seven.com but it is still under construction. I guess this is for now..bye!

PHASE-05: Trust

2005-05-01T03:19:00.000-07:00

last night, I had a talk someone special to me, well we tell stories about somethings we actually do almost everyday..From that conversation, she told me about her that she actually cannot decide for herself. The thing is she has an attitude that to change her mind in the very last minute. Well for me it is a drastic measure. I hope she could read this because for me she only lacks trust for herself. The trust where to stick with her decisions in her life. As far as I know, she fears about what might happen to the future if she decides to the a certain thing. I only advise for her to just trust whatever she might thinking now. Well it's nice also if she think positively and accept the fact that some things might happen if she decides. I think she needs more courage in deciding so she can avoid mistakes in the future.

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PHASE-04: Infestation

2005-04-29T01:18:00.000-07:00

I just want to know why are viruses are invented..what for? World domination..or simply infesting the information super highway? Darn it! my computer is infested with this..this viruses!! Gladly I have my trusty anti-virus program so I have no worries again..hahahahaha..well you guyz it is a lesson to learn that you should surf the net with an anit-virus program..well..adios!

PHASE-03: WHAT DA HELL!!!

2005-04-26T00:51:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday night I had a really weird dream. Well it's all about a girl that I really know, we are talking somehow and giggling at the same time..looks like having fun to me..there was a moment that I hold her hand and say good bye to her. After that she kiss me...waaaahhhhhh..what is happening to me? Well as far as I know, I have no idea about what is happening to me...Gosh!! Well I just forget about it..maybe sometime I get the answer though..I'll wait..^_^

PHASE-02: Tears of a hero..

2005-04-24T00:17:00.001-07:00

I was watching Mobile suit Gundam Seed the other day. Well I just feel how painful to see the one's you are protecting to die and you don't do anything at all. I guess if I am the main character there I would make myself responsible for the actions I have done and maybe I'll try to reflect in my mistakes.

>>well I guess I'm emotional now so I post this thing up..I just carried away by the scenes I saw in this show..hey you can visit the site www.gundamofficial.com or www.gundams.net so you can learn more about this series..well in my case it's my favorite..<<

PHASE-01: Fallin

2005-04-19T19:29:00.000-07:00

Falling in love is the sweetest and happiest yet the hardest part of our lives. Happiest because its where a person truly like someone and does anything just for him/her. Hardest..because somethings are needed to be sacrifice and take for granted or a person should accept the fact that he/she might hurt himself. Well I guess its hard to be in love but I'm sure if you really love someone, there is a circumstance that you will do anything for the one you truly love..^_^

hey this is the lyrics of a song a truly apprecciate..

Fallin'
Janno Gibbs

Ooh yeah
Yeah yeah

A little conversations had turned in into little sweet sensations
And they're only getting sweeter every time
Our friendly get-togethers had turned in into visions of forever
If i just believe this foolish heart of mine

Refrain
I can't pretend that i'm just a friend
'cause i'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be

Chorus
I think i'm fallin', fallin' in love with you
And i don't, i don't know what to do
I'm afraid you'll turn away
But i'll say it anywayI
think i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Whenever were together, i'm wishin' that goodbyes would turn to never
'cause with you is where i always wanna be
Whenever right beside you, all i really wanna do is hold you
No one else but you has meant this much to me

Refrain
I can't pretend (no) that i'm just a friend (i'm just a friend)
'cause i'm thinking maybe we were meant to be

Chorus
I think i'm fallin', fallin' in love with you (i)
And i don't, i don't know what to do (yeah, yeah)
I'm afraid you'll turn away (i'm afraid you'll turn away)
But i'll say it anyway (anyway)

I think i'm fallin', fallin' in love with you (i think i'm fallin')
And i don't, i don't know what to do (and i don't know what to do)
I'm afraid you'll turn away (i'm afraid you'll turn away)
But i'll say it anyway (anyway)
I think i'm fallin' for youI'm fallin' for you

Coda
I'm fallin', i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin', fallin' for you
And i don't know what to do, yeah yeah
Fall, i'm fallin' for you

just an ordinary day...

2005-04-17T20:59:00.000-07:00

HEYYA...well I Guess I just want to post something here in my blog, currently I'm listening to a song here..yeah it's very good but quite sentimental..well i do quite sad now..hehehe. I just want for you guys to know whoever are those anime fans out there that I'm inviting you on a yahoo group of anime fans. You can share your insights, opinions, and comments about some anime shown now and you can request for anime songs for free!!! Yeah..it's free..to subscribe email the owner on his/her email at kyonkichikun-subscribe@yahoogroups.com . So here you go and enjoy joining this group because this is my group also..ok..adios amigos!!

Intro...

2005-04-16T20:20:00.000-07:00

Heyya guyz and galz, wel this is my second blog because I had a problem with my first account so it looks like I'm going to start all over again..Just for the fun part..I'd like to greet a friend of mine who's birthday is today..Well happy birthay April..hehehe, Well I've got to start posting now so gotta go!!