Extr3m3 Paradis3

I feel so guitly on what I have done last time. I don't want to happen this but I have no choice because I don't want to suffer in the end. All I want is to say and express how much I really love you. All I can do is to sacrifice everything just to make things better. From the first time, I promise to her that our friendship will last until the end, that it will not affect from what I'm going to do. I tried to keep my word to her but in this case she is the one who is shy whenever I go close to her and talk for a while. I don't know what to do but I promised to myself that I'll do everything to make her happy and keep all my promises to her despite from what is happening today. I hope she'll understand.