Extr3m3 Paradis3

I feel so guitly on what I have done last time. I don't want to happen this but I have no choice because I don't want to suffer in the end. All I want is to say and express how much I really love you. All I can do is to sacrifice everything just to make things better. From the first time, I promise to her that our friendship will last until the end, that it will not affect from what I'm going to do. I tried to keep my word to her but in this case she is the one who is shy whenever I go close to her and talk for a while. I don't know what to do but I promised to myself that I'll do everything to make her happy and keep all my promises to her despite from what is happening today. I hope she'll understand.

Justine at 2:24 AM

Friday, September 23, 2005

MESSAGE FOR HER..

I want to be the man
to cherish your life
I want to be your moon
to shine your darkest hour

If you fail on something,
or fall into problems..
I'll be the one to catch you
so that it won't be hard for you

If you want to cry or
you feel really sad and lonely
just call my name and I will come,
hold your hand and say "I'm here"

I do really care for you
I do really want you
This all what I can say
Because all I know is

That I really love you.. ^_^

Justine at 10:51 PM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

This recent days, I really worry about HER so much. Even her performance in school, I watch over her and sometimes I'm helping her in the best that I could do. I guess it's because that I really care for her and sometimes I think that I want to carry all of her problems so she won't be sad or something. Hey! looks like I really love her after all..yeah..it's life though..so this is the end of this wacky post..until then..see yah!

Justine at 8:13 PM

Monday, August 15, 2005

Well, looks like that I have to let go a person I loved. Some say that she actually love someone already. As for myself, well my efforts to her didn't work out. I guess she is not the actually "the one" but I can still find someone (actually I found someone already but I'm still working on it, hope that I can manage). Why did I like her? (the new one) Well she kind, pretty, and actually more gentle than the first one, in fact the first one always hit me with a punch! But the most thing that I liked to her is that....well I can't expalin the feeling because everytime we talk together it seems that were always alone, or sometimes whenever I see her, I feel happy. I guess it is a sign of love, maybe? But for now, I want to prove myself what I really feel. This is all for now, see yah next time!!!!

Justine at 5:29 AM

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Exams are all over now but I'm thinking if I'm gonna pass my Physics class..Oh no! I think I'll fail to that subject..well I guess if I fail I can catch up but Physics is too hard for me..I rather take trigonometry rather than that subject. I guess the only thing I can do now is to try hard next tym..ok well its all for today..goodbye!

Justine at 3:47 AM